its wednesday once more and time does change some things, ive picked up some more hours at work which means i know have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning to do an hours work and then come home again. oh well its extra money.
well last week i was able to see a side of humans that i dont want to see. i had always known that women could be harsh if they were upset but the way this woman was being. just because she isnt centre of attention any more. why is it that words can hurt so much? i watched her walk in to the room her face like stone hardly craking a smile as she passed me. "cup of tea?" she asked entering the kitchen. i of course accepted. it was strange something was different about her. i follwed her in. she didnt want to speak to me. then in walked some one else the caretaker and she was my best friend all of a sudden laughing and joking like we had always been friends. it was so faulse. and so it went on as others came in her niceness towards me became more and more over powering. until my friend appeared and that was it, i was ignored in favour of the children. i left the room feeling as if i wasnt wanted at all. it was when she told me that my other coworker doesnt get nice things for the kids like she used. i was there when she was in charge it was no different the menu hasnt changed. the kids have no problem with the way things are run but she is turning the parents against our team leader all because she hasnt got the guts to move on with her life.
any way maybe im just taking it to heart! i am looking forward to this weekend though i am off to a friends house for a party weekend! should be a lot of fun!
xx
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